This week has been a really neat week.. i think probably because my small group was praying for me this week. I love them, sigh. Anyways, I think God has been slowly peeling away layers and formations I've constructed where I find my acceptance in. What a relief, to come out of a place where I have to perform or do the right things to earn other's acceptance, including God. It's kind of sticky and dark in there. He's guiding me into a place of freedom in relationship!
Therefore, there is now no condemnation for those in Christ Jesus, because through Christ Jesus the law of the spirit of life has set me free from the law of sin and death.
For example, last night, I was all agitated and upset over something small. I was in a bad mood, and not treating Matt the best. So, I was trying to talk with God about it, and in a way, asking him to "fix" me. Then he said, "Moriah, I like you even when you're in a bad mood." Hehe! I laughed at that with him. And then I felt like I didn't have to "fix" my heart, but just give it to him again. Just in little things like that, it just seems like he's taken off a big barrier between us. The one where I always feel like maybe I'm not doing something right, and I need to fix that before I come to him. Yay. :) Love you xanga-ers!!
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thats cool cheerio. :) sorry i've fallen off the xanga bandwagon. way to stay strong. i really like your background.